* SAD.. DISAPP0INTED.. HEARTBR0KKEN *

SADD

DISAPP0INTEDD

HEARTBR0KKEN

haiishh**

whyy am ii feelinqq this wayy ??

it's just s0me0ne

d0es it care ??

d0es it hurt ??

II REALLI D0NT KN0W

ii d0nt kn0w myself well

iim STUPID

iim IDI0TIC

iim IRRITATING

iim USELESS

iim BITCHYY

d0 ii realli kn0w myselff ??

d0 ii kn0w hhim well ??

d0 ii understandd hhim ??

whyy is there s0 manii questi0ns runninqq thr0uqhh m0ii stupidd headd ??

FUCKK.. FUCKK .. FUCKK

pekk cekk n0rrhs

whyy d0es he ch00ses t0 leave me al0ne whhen iim m0st heartbr0kken ??

will it be able t0 place backk in t0 a pierce AGAIN ??

will he d0 it ??

ii l0ve hhim

ii care f0rr hiim

ii miiss hhim

D0 HE ??

D0ES HE ??

WILL HE ??

tmrr is m0ii deadline lerhhs

iim scaredd

iim realli scaredd

whyy d0 ii hab t0 tinkk f0rr s0 manii tthinqqs ??

whyy cant ii justt hab a simple life ??

whyy cant we just be likke 0therr c0uples ??

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYY ??

haiishh*

is DEADlinqq c0minqq backk ??

ii care nd c0ncern tat's whyy iim jeal0us 0r anqryy..

BUT.. d0es he kn0w ??

wiill he tink tthis wayy ??

II REALLI G0T N0 IDEA..

am ii realli justt a shad0w t0 hhim ??

am ii realli nthh t0 hhim ??

ii wanna kn0wwwwwwww !!!!!!!

am ii justt a pers0n t0 takke hhis b0redd ttime awayy ??

am i justt a pers0n f0rr hhim t0 habb ffun wiib ??

ii realli d0nt kn0w..

ii cant f0rqiib myselff

can ii f0rqib hhim ??????????

ii realli d0nt kn0w..

ARRHHHS !!!!

iim fallinqq apartt..

iim q0inqq 0ff..

iim breakkinqq d0wn..

s0me0ne save me pls ??

HAIISHH*

*DEADLINE :: T0M0RR0W *

A B0RING DAY AD H0ME

hmmm.. stayedd ad h0me t0dae
WH0LE DAY
cus ii suqqestedd t0 hab steamb0at wiib families
T0M YAM**
m0ii fav0urite
s0.. ii was q00dd t0dae lahhs
stayedd ad h0me
didnt went 0ut..
TILL niqhtt time
afterr dinnerr.. mum ndd dadd wentt 0utt..
YEAHHS !!
packk s0me f00dd ndd s0upp f0rr darr ndd set 0ff t0 darr's h0use t0 SEND him hhis dinnerr
hmmm.. he ate ndd ii went h0me ad b0utt 9plus
walkkedd h0me wiib darr
R0MANCE**
reachhedd h0me
hab m0ii mac ndd n0w here bl0qqinqq
relinkk all m0ii fwens
[[ T0 EVERY0NE ]]
* if ii left 0utt anyy 0f iiu in relinkkinqq.. pls taqq t0 let me kn0w.. THANKS *

** DARR **
ii l0ve walkkinqq h0me wiib iiu
ii realli h0ppes tatt ttime w0uldd justt st0ps there just n0w
hmmm.. nv qibb up l0vinqq iiu
we'll be l0verrs f0rreverr 0kkass ??
iiu're m0ii la0 q0nqq f0rreverr
ndd iim q0nna be eurr la0 p0 f0rever tt00s
nv leave me al0ne 0kkass ??
hmmm.. iiu rr VERY tiredd t0dae
d0nt kn0w whyy..
tinkk iiu sleep lerhs bahhs
nbm.. ii w0nt blame iiu
jus call me tmrr whhen iiu wakkes up 0kkas ??
L0VE YA L0ADDS
MISS IIU L0ADDS
HUGGS NDD KISSES
**SMAUCKKIIES__SMAUCKKIIES**

**PICS**

*m0ii ba0beiiss piglet*

*smiles smiles*

* saddedd *

* me ndd darr* L0VES L0VES

* THIS IS THE WAY HE SMILES WHEN II KIISES HIM *
L0VES L0VES L0VES
SMUACKKIIES SMUACKKIIES

DAY 0F HEART BR0KKEN

BACKK HERE..
hmm.. t0dae was quite b0redd..
mett darr in the m0rninqq..
hmmm.. b0utt 11plus
then wentt plaza.. hab breakkfastt
DAMN FULL**
ndd wentt t0 darr's h0use lerhhs
BY CABB**

sleptt awhhile
then receive m0ii mum's call
askkinqq me t0 q0 t0 m0ii ah ma h0use t0 fill a f0rm
DIA0S*
then the weatherr was likke RAININGG
HEAVY RAIN S0ME M0RE
then b0 bian
slept awhhile m0re then wentt 0verr l0hhs
afterr tat wentt backk t0 darr's h0use aqain
plannedd t0 q0 0utt f0r m0viie lerhs
butt.. suddenlyy M00D CHANGEDD
haiishh*
HE LIED T0 ME AGAIN !!!!!!!
ARRRRRHHHHSSSSS !!!!!
but ii f0rqibb him AGAIN..
he pr0misedd this will be the last ttime
ndd ii realli h0pe s00...

went h0me b0utt 8plus q0inqq 9pm
walkkedd h0me
0n tthe wayy.. saw s0me carrs
ehh.. s0rt 0f g0dd lahhs
ehh.. d0nt kn0w h0w t0 discribe
then went t0 blkk 120 there watchh l0hhs
tinkk is XIN DUA
ehh.. chinese g0dd
d0nt kn0w h0w t0 discribe lahhs
m0ii k0rr sayys it's '0UTD00R TEMPERR'
L0LS~
waddeverr...

hmmm.. n0w here ad h0me bl0gginqq
s0 sianz n0rrhhs
darr sayys he wans t0 celebrate this 1st 0f n0v..
0UR F0RTH M0NTHH
YEAHHS !!
but.. ii d0nt kn0w whetherr ii'll still be 0utsidde an0t
haiishh*
hmmm.. then ii suqqestedd t0 celebrate 0n the 5thh m0nthh betterr
haiishh*
ii d0nt kn0w lahhs
rep0rtinqq 0n the 30thh
is 2 dayys b4 0urr 4thh m0nthh l0hhs
h00pe nthh q0es wr0nqq
haiishh*
REGRETEDDDDDDDDDD ...

tinkk tatt's all f0rr t0dae lerhs bahhs
c0me backk tmrr

*DARR*
hmmm.. iim s0rriies f0rr t0dae
iim realli heart br0kken ndd saddedd
haiishh*
ii kn0w iim als0 ad fault
butt.. haiishh*
iim just s0rriies
ii wans t0 treasure the ttimes wiib iiu n0w
ii realli h0pe tat ii'll be ffine
ii l0ve iiu l0adds
NIGHTS.. SWEETEST DREAM.. SLEEP TIGHT.. NO NIGHTMARE.. TAKKARRIIES.. HUGGS NDD KISSES.. L0VES NDD MIISSES.. SMUACKKIIES
iiu pr0misedd t0 brinqq me 0utt 0n m0ndayy
butt ii q0t t0 rep0rt 0n m0ndayy
haiishh*
ii realli h00pes ii'll be ffine
ii cant bear t0 leave iiu
L0VE IIU L0ADDS L0ADDS L0ADS L0ADDS L0ADDS L0ADDSSSSSSSSSSSS...
mem0ries will be keptt wiib me till ii leave tthis w0rldd
ALWAYYS
SMUACKKIIIIESSSSSSSSS****

ME WIB J0NA NU ER'S GLASSES**SMAUCKKIIES..SMAUCKKIIES

SMUACKKIIES**SMUACKKIIES

SWEET DREAMS KIISSING HHIM

SMAUCKKIIES**DADDIIE**BABY*MARRMIIE**SMUACKKIIES

THIS IS THE WAY WE CHAT 0N MSN

CAUGHT IN THE CAMERA

HEHESS*

**DEADLINE**

**2m0redays**

SURVEY

just saw this survey at BA0BEIISS NU ERR AMELEA'S BLOG ndd she requiredd me t0 d0
7 random facts bout miie =x


7 things that scares me
# l0sinqq hhim
# m0ii dadd c0mes h0me in a veryy pekk cekk face
# exam results
# badd news
# ii've didd smthh wr0nqq
# s0me0ne suddenlyy sh0uts in a very quiet place
# s0me0ne t0uches me whhen iim day-dreaminqq

7 Favourite music at the moment
% ni shi w0 zui shen ai de nu ren
% nan rren bu gaii ranqq nuii ren liu leii
% lian ai pingg lu
% zuii jinqq
% c0nqq laii
% zu0 bian
% techn0

7 people ii fancy
*gabriel ng yi fa - m0ii ba0beiis la0 q0nqq
*chew jie ying - m0ii ba0beiiss bia0 meii
*wu la0 shii - m0ii fav0urite teachherr
*sylvia - m0ii ba0beiiss meii
*amelea + j0ycelyn + amandda - m0ii ba0beiiss sec 1 nu err
*cherlyn + j0na - m0ii ba0beiis sec 2 nu err
*candyy le0nqq meii kum - m0ii ba0beiiss small aunt

7 things i say most
& chee baii - hehess*
& yes ??
& stupidd edi0tt
& fuckk iiu
& ii l0ve iiu dar darr
& SMAUCKKIIES**

7 things i like most
$ m0ii c0mputerr
$m0ii hp
$m0ii baqq
$m0ii cl0thes
$q0inqq sh0ppinqq
$sleeppinqq
$$$$$$$$

7 people needed to do this
! DAR DAR - m0ii la0 q0nqq
! j0ycelyn - m0ii ba0beiiss sec 1 nu err
! cherlyn - m0ii ba0beiiss sec 2 nu err
! j0anne - m0ii ba0beiiss darlinqq
! sylvia - m0ii ba0beiiss meii
! kaii jinqq - m0ii real k0rr k0rr
! kaii tinqq - bia0 meii

M0II LAST DAYY

HAIISHH*

T0DAE IS M0II LAST DAYY LERHHS

MAYBE IIM GOING GURLS HOME TMRR

MAYBE NOT

HAIISHH*

II REALLII DONT KNOW

EVERYONE MUST TAKKARIIE OKKAS ??

MIISS IIU ALL LOADDS

SMOOCHESS**

DAR DARR

II L0VE IIU L0ADDS

II REALLII H0PE IIU CAN WAIT F0R ME T0 C0ME 0UTT

BUT IF IIU REALLII L0VE AN0THERR GURL

GO AHEADD

II W0NT BLAME IIU

WRITE LETTERRS T0 ME

L0VE IIU

F0REVERR

L0VE IIU ETERNITLY

SMUACKKIIES

NV REGRET BEING WIB IIU

SMUACKKIIES

SMUACKKIIES

SMUACKKIIES

MEM0RIES ALWAYS KEPT INSIDE M0II HEART

M0VIE WIB DARR 21.10.06

M0VIE WIBB DARR YTD
AD JP
**DEATH N0TTE**
was kindda b0redd startinqq
butt after awhhile was 0kkas lahhs
the 0nli thinqs is N0 ENDING l0hhs


br0uqht a cap ad JP

actually wanted pinkk darhs

then after the m0vie

went t0 buyy ndd i f0undd 0ut the pink tat ii tried was the LAST 0NE

ii was likke WTH !!!

nbbm.. purple is als0 nice

DAR SAYYS IIM CUTE WIIB THIS CAP

HEHESS*

BUGIS WIB C0USINS

A DAY 0UT AD BUGIS WIB C0USINS

14.10.06

ALL WITH0UT EDITS

manaqe t0 takke pics wibb every0ne

me*AL0NE

me ndd lun*ahG0NG

me ndd ting*AUNTY

me ndd k0rr*ahPEK

SH0CKEDD !!

BR0UGHT A PINKK SUNGLASS

ND FINALLY

ME NDD DII

hmm.. didntt br0uqhtt muchh tthinqqs

F0R ME ;; a pinkk sunglass.. a blackk 0ff-sh0ulderr bl0use

F0R DARR ;; 2 shirts

SAD SAD SAD

addedd passw0rdd f0rr m0ii bl0gg

s0.. th0se BL0DDY HELLS CANT SPAM ME ANYM0RE

AHHAHHAAHHASS*

BLEAHHS~

me ndd dar quarreledd

HAIISHH*

SADDEDD*

cus 0f s0me small matterrs

we realli can quarrel till biqq l0hhs

HAIISHH*

mayybe is he t00 XIA0 QI

ndd iim tt00 SENSITIVE

WH0 KN0WS ??

t0dae went t0 meett hhim

we were cl0se

HAPPYY*

butt afterr ii wentt hhim

he t0ldd me he was b0redd

ndd askedd if he can q0 0ut f0r a walkk ?

ii saidd 'N0'

HAIISHH*

am ii wr0nqq ???

II CARE F0R HIM 0KKAS ??

IIM W0RRIIED F0R HIM 0KKAS ??

HAIISHH*

ii feel tat we rr n0t THAT cl0se afterr ii went h0me

WHYYYYYYYY ??

ii realli h0pes we'll be ffine tmrr

II L0VE HIM L0ADDS

NV WAN T0 LEAVE HIM

M0II 0NE ND 0NLI

*SMUACKKIIES*

THANKS SHUN PING JIE

II'LL TAKKARRIIE 0F MYSELF DARHS

IIU TAKKARRIIES T00

l0ve iiu tt00 muchh

MUACKKIIES*

BLOG SURVEYY

1. Single, taken or crushing?

Ans: TAKEN*

2. Are you happy with your life now?

Ans: N0T BAD*

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall with her fast?

Ans: N0T REALLI*

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?

Ans: YAHHS* L0ADS 0F TIMES

5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love acceptable?

Ans: N0 N0 N0*

6. Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?

Ans: IF II TRUELY L0VES HIM BAHHS*

7. Have you ever talk about marriage with another before?

Ans: WIIB HIM NIA L0HHS*

8. Do you want children?

Ans: YES.. 0F C0URSE*

9. How many?a boy and a girl?

Ans: AS MANI AS II CAN.. TWINS ??*

10. Would you consider adoption?

Ans: N0PE IF N0T NECESSARY*

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know her feelings?

Ans: D0NT KN0W*

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationship?

Ans: WIBB HHIM 0NLI*

13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and you ex did?

Ans: C0NFIDENTUAL*

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Ans: MAYBE ?*

15. Are you romantic?

Ans: ABIT* HEHESS~

16. Do you believe you can change someone?

Ans: MAYBE ??*

17. If you could married somewhere, where would it be?

Ans: STILL N0.. PREFER SINGAP0RE GUYS*

18. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?

Ans: DEPEND 0N WH0 IT IS*

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?

Ans: YES.. 0F C0URSE*

21. Have you ever broken a heart?

Ans: YUPP*.. FELT REGRETEDD*

22. if one day your best friend fall in love with the guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?

Ans: MAYBE GIB IN ND SEE WH0 HE CH00SES BAHHS*

23. Are you missing someone now?

Ans: YES.. HIM HIM HIM.. W0NDER WAD IS HE D0ING N0W*

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below. Tag them in their blog to let them know.

1. GABRIEL NG YI FA(LA0 G0NG)
2. THE REST II D0NT KN0W LIA0S