[[ haiishh ,, m00ddles aqain ]]

haiishh ,, backk h0me n0w
wibb tthe m00dd *SADD
justt came backk fr0m jur0nqq HQ wiibb m0ii mum
haiishh~
actualli q0 tthere nthh darhs
butt m0ii stupidd biqq m0uthh mum lahhs
q0 sayy m0ii steadd darhs thinqq
tthen m0ii I0 ttheyy all wanna see m0ii steadd
haiishh~
darr ,, iim s0rriies
ii didntt kn0w it w0uldd c0me 0utt lidatt
haiishh~
tthen ii calledd darr ,, cus m0ii I0 askked me tt0 d0 s0
haiishh~
darr wentt d0wn tt0 HQ
ndd by tthe ttime
ii q0tt t0 q0 h0me lia0s
iim w0rriied f0rr hhim
haiishh~
ii criedd al0tt 0f ttimes insidde
it's damn sadd darhs n0rrhs
haiishh~
II D0NTT KN0W LAHHS
n0w darr is treatinqq me c0ldd
haiishh~
wadd sh0uldd ii d0 ??
haiishh haiishh haiishh~
iim sadd ,, iim justt damn sadd alriqhtts
haiishh~
HAIISHH~
wadd sh0uldd ii d0 n0w ?
will darr leave me ??
will he d0 anythinqq sillyy ??
will he iqn0re me ??
will he hate me ??
am ii still hhis darr ??
am ii still hhis l0vedd 0nes ??
HAIIS ~
whyy is tthere s0 manii questi0ns q0inqq ar0undd m0ii headd ??
haiishh~
iim burstinqq
iim dyinqq
ii realli h0ppe tatt it's justt a niqhttmare
haiishh~
will darr call me laterr ??
haiishh~
ii NEED him N0W !!!!!
ii WAN hhim N0W !!!!!
will he feel reqrett patchinqq wibb me ??
IIM STRESS !!!
ii cantt leave hhim
ii d0ntt wanna leave hhim
haiishh~
II WANNA DIE
ii miiss him damn l0adds ndd l0adds
whyy has everyythinqq turnedd 0ut tt0 be lidatt ??
haiishh~
II CANT STAND IT ANYM0RE
can ii call hhim ??
can ii chat wibb hhim ??
whyy he d0ntt reply m0ii msqqes ??
if ii call hhim ,, will he listen ??
haiishh~
will he talkkedd tt0 me ??
II NEEDD HIM