3RD YEAR

YEAPS !!
t0dae is me ndd darlingg's 3rdd yearr anniversaryy
L0VE HHIM L0ADDS
mwarrkkss
ttime has passedd thr0ughh fast
ndd iim 0nlyy left wiib 8m0re dayys t0 m0ii c0urt date
haiishh*
iim scaredd 0kayys..
iim w0rriedd..
huggedd ndd criedd wiib darlingg t0dae again b0ut m0ii c0urt date..
haiishh*
ii d0nt wan hhim t0 bbe al0ne if ii reallyy g0es in..
ii wan s0me0ne t0 attendd t0 hhim..
but ii als0 d0nt wan..
haiishh*
ii wan hhim t0 be 0nlyy mine..
but.. iim selfishh..
haiishh*
ii d0nt kkn0w wadd t0 dd0..
ii 0nlyy h0ppe ii'll gett hh0me pr0bati0n..
ndd ii pr0mise t0 bbe g00dd..
h0ppe tthe juddge is kindd..
haiishh*

well.. nthh muchh happenedd tthis ffew dayys..
went t0 rep0rt at MCYS again..
tmrr g0ingg als0..
talkkedd t0 miiss chhan b0ut tthe ccase..
tthen blahhs blahhs blahhs..
ii reallyy h0ppe ii'll get hh0me pr0bati0n lahs..
if n0t.. haiishh*
iim g0ingg t0 turn madd..
ii miiss teresa marrmiie..
hher c0urt date was 23/01..
ndd shhe was sentencedd int0 girls h0me f0r 2 yearrs..
haiishh*
iim scaredd..
as f0r pinkk.. she als0..
haiishh*
ii calledd herr.. ndd herr mum t0ldd me..
iim sadd..
haiishh*

n0 m00dd t0 bl0gg anym0re..
will upl0add pics bahhs

DEPRESSI0N !!!

me ndd darlingg's legg in tthe cinema

preparingg t0 g0 JP wiib darlingg


takken in sk00l.. g0ingg hh0me
wearringg zhii rren's jacket

tthe kindd s0ul whh0 lendedd me hhis jackket whhen iim c0ldd
ZHI REN*buddyy

m0ii best classmates..
HAFIZ

l0ves m0ii darlingg
huggingg me..
YEAPPS !!
simplyy just l0ve tthis pic

YEAPS !!

YEAPPS !!
tmrr afterr sk00l..
darlingg is g0ingg tt0 teachh me hh0w t0 playy r0llerr bladde..
yeapps yeapps yeapps !!!!

SAD !!!

HAIISHH..

m0ii 2ndd p0st f0rr t0dae..

iim sadd lahhs..

1ST..

darlingg went 0n9..

tthen 0ff9..

d0nt kkn0w d0 wad..

ndd he didntt n0tice ii was 0n9..

ndd he smsedd me sayyingg s0rryy afterr kkn0wingg iim 0n9..

HAIISHH

did he 0n9 t0 chat wiib 0thher pe0ple ?

tthen ii sms hhim..

he s0 late tthen replyy..

is he wiib 0therr girls ??

d0ingg wadd ??

HAIISHH

ii kkn0w ii sh0uldnt have d0ubt 0n y0o..

BUT..

haiishh..

iim s0rryy..

tthere's s0 manii tthinggs runningg thr0ughh m0ii headd..

m0ii heart hurts..

m0ii headd hurts..

2NDD..

m0ii dadd c0mes backk ndd starts t0 yell ad me..

haiishh..

he was sayingg..

if ii wans t0 call m0ii P0..

calls..

if ii d0nt wan calls..

tthen nvm..

n0b0di is g0ingg t0 remindd me t0 calls..

tthen he sayys..

if ii wan wakkes up f0rr sk00l..

wakkes up..

if d0nt wan..

nvm..

n0b0di is g0ingg t0 wakke me up everydayy..

WTH !!

ii g0t call m0ii P0 everydayy..

0n m0ii 0wn..

but m0ii mum alwayys remindd me..

tthen ii g0t g0 sk00l everydayy..

0n time..

afterr finishhingg all tthese w0rdds..

he added..

y0o'll g0 in f0r sure darhs..

ii was likke

WAD ?

ii did everythingg ndd ii g0t all tthis ??

ii was sadd 0kayys ?

ii went in ndd ii criedd..

ii've learnt m0ii less0n..

ii w0nt repeat m0ii mistakkes anym0re..

hhis w0rdds hurt me..

AL0T AL0T..

listeningg t0 imagine me with0ut y0o..

ndd ii feel likke cryingg..

with0ut m0ii darlingg ii cant survive..

same g0es t0 m0ii dadd..

with0ut hhim..

ii cant survive eitherr..

haiishh..

he d0nt understandds me..

iim sadd..

real sadd..

ii feel likke sh0utingg 0ut l0udd..

but ii cant..

ii feel likke cryingg..

but ii cant t0os..

cus ii cant findd anyy reas0n t0 cryy 0ut l0udd..

haiishh..

iim sadd..

sadd sadd..

SIIANZ

b0ringg dayy again f0rr me..

HAIISHH

went sk00l t0dae as usual..

ate breakfast wiib darlingg ndd went in sk00l..

went in wiib ahFAT..

L0LS..

tthen saw 1 b0ii legg breakk 0r smthh likke tat lahhs..

he was usingg tthe crutches t0 walkk..

tthen hhis legg was likke 1 sh0rt ndd 1 walkkingg n0rhhs..

tthe 0therr sh0rt legg was DANGLING~

ii t0ldd ahFAT ndd she + me laughh likke sia0s~

L0LS..

earlyy in tthe m0rningg ahSIA0S readi..

ahhaahass..

but we rr badd nahhs..

pe0ple s0 p00rr tthingg lidat lia0s..

tthen we still makke ffun 0r hhim..

S0RRYY..

haiishh..

laughh finishh tthen must climbb tthe stairrs t0 level 5 !!!

g0shh !!

s0 earlyy must climbb stairrs..

next.. went in class..

chat ndd chat..

sia0s again..

L0LS..

tthen start less0n lia0s..

SCIENCE..

was interestingg lahhs..

eventh0ughh ii d0nt likke science..

tthen PE..

stupidd l0hhs..

time-tabble changge tthen n0b0di ttell me..

tthen ii d0nt kkn0w t0dae g0t PE..

haiishh..

2ndd ttime lia0s siakks..

nvm.. suan lia0s..

tthen recess tthen ate..

afterr eatingg ii went t0 buyy b00kkss..

went sia0s again wiib qiu yyue ndd j0anne..

L0LS..

was walkkingg backk tt0 class whhen tthe bell g0es..

suddenlyy m0ii heart feltt s0 tight..

haiishh..

cant breathhe pr0perlyy..

but still can tahan lahhs..

mathhs less0n..

c0piedd w0rkk..

B0RING..

englishh..

ffun.. enj0yable..

science AGAIN..

ffun nahhs..

managge t0 understandd ndd learn m0re tthinggs..

ndd ii teachedd pe0ple man !!

L0LS..

ii teachedd zh0ngg ya0.. jans0n..

WAHHS..

science lehhs..

nvm..

sia0s me !!!

afterr sk00l waitedd f0r j0anne..

ahFAT.. zhi rren.. zh0ngg yya0 ttheyy all acc0mpaniedd me..

THNKS..

tthen g0 0ut..

saw darlingg..

YEAPS !!

L0LS..

he was playyingg wiib ah ye..

0MG !!!

ttheyy playy till likke sia0s l0hhs..

darlingg still chhase ah yye till int0 tthe sk00l..

tthen tthe guardd was l00kkingg ad hhim..

aiy0hhs.. paiiSEHH nehhs..

went plaza..

walkkedd ndd ate l0ngg j0hnn silverr wiib nu err ndd er zhii..

tthen in tthe endd m0ii er zhi became m0ii daddyy..

L0LS..

cus m0ii nu err calls hhim ah g0ngg..

ndd she calls me mummyy..

s0 ii must call hhim daddyy..

L0LS..

he damn funnyy l0hhs..

0nlyy kkn0w h0w tt0 laughh nia..

tthen whhen me ndd darlingg g0ingg 0ff..

he sayys 'bye nu er.. bye s0n-in-law'

DAMN FUNNY CANS !!

L0LS..

tthen went darlingg hh0use..

SLACKK

went hh0me ad 6pm cus ii m0ii pr0bati0n starts ad 7pm..

reachhedd hh0me..

use c0m till n0w l0hhs..

SIANZATI0N..

was sia0s ad hh0me wiib k0rr..

L0LS..

cus mum n0t hh0me..

tthen ii became tthe sia0s..

hmm. l0ngg p0st t0dae nehhs..

last but n0 least..

ii managge t0 get tthe 2 s0nggs ii wan t0dae..

1 is malayy darhs..

'my heart'

NICE..

cus ii l0ve tthe tune ndd tthe lyrics..

next is 'imagine me with0ut y0o'

zhi rren helpedd me findd darhs..

THNKS BUDDY..

nice s0ngg t0os..

nice lyrics..

t0uchhingg nehhs..

L0LS..

tinkk tat's all lerhs bahhs..

c0me backk s0me 0thherr ttime..

BYE BYE..

takkarriies..

^ DARLING ^

whyy arentt y0o c0ntactingg me n0w ??

haiishh..

ii miiss y0o damn l0adds l0hhs..

ii cant g0 0ut..

cant even stepp 0ut 0f tthe hh0use..

iim turningg madd..

haiishh..

c0ntact me pls..

mayybe y0o're busii bahhs..

pls c0ntact me ASAP..

As long as stars shine down from heaven

And the rivers run into the sea

Till the end of time forever

You're the only love I'll ever need

When my hopes and dreams have shattered

You're the one thats there for me

When I found you I was blessed

And I will never leave you, I need you

Because of you, It's all brand new

My life is now worthwhile

I can't imagine me without you

L0VE Y0O L0ADDS..

MWARKKSS..

SIIANZ

SIIANZ !!!

ytdd start g0t pr0bati0n lia0s..

haiishh*

7pm start..

tthen must call m0ii PO everydayy ad 6.45pm..

tat means ii cant t0n ndd late g0 hh0me lerhhs..

less ttime f0rr m0ii darlingg 0n saturdayy ndd sundayy t0os..

haiishh**

n0w ad m0ii darlingg h0use bl0ggingg..

since he went t0 buyy lunchh f0rr me..

t0dae went 0ut ad 11plus n0rhhs..

tthen laterr must g0 backk ad 6plus..

SIANZATI0N !!!!

just n0w was chattingg wiib m0ii darlingg..

we criedd..

haiishh*

ii t0ldd hhim t0 treasure tthe ttimes wiib me till m0ii c0urt date..

n0 m0re quarrels fr0m t0dae..

n0 m0re cries fr0m t0dae..

anw.. ii g0nna g0 have m0ii lunchh lerhhs..

darlingg is backk lerhhs..

YEAPPS !!

he's huggingg me n0w..

LALALALALALALASS..

l0ve hhim al0t al0t..

al0t al0t al0t al0t al0t al0t al0t al0t al0t al0t al0t..

mwarkkss.. mwarkkss.. mwarkks.. mwarkks..

he's disturbingg me n0w ndd ii cant type pr0perlyy lia0s..

L0LS..

g0t t0 g0 lerhhs..

BYE BYE..

l0ve m0ii darlingg l0addss..

mwarkksssssssssssssss..

mwrkkssssssssssss..

NEW F0NE

YEAPPS !!
t0dae changedd new ff0ne..
s0 s0 s0 happyy..
heehss..
n0w iim alwayys gettingg wadd ii wan..
haiishh..
ii thnks all 0f y0o..
ndd ii'll treasure ndd rememberr f0r m0ii life time..
thnks thnks..
fridayy g0ingg see m0ii P0..
haiishh..
g0t pr0bati0n..
nvm..
ii'll just bearr wiib it..
anw.. iim in tthe wr0ngg..
ii pr0mise t0 bbe g00dd..
t0dae mr ngg askedd us t0 tinkk f0rr m0ii h0ppe ndd tipps f0rr 4T1 t0 be betterr..
m0ii h0ppe was t0 be a g00dd girl wh0 stayys 0ut 0f tr0uble ndd t0 sc0re well f0r N level..
mr ngg sayys ii can d0 tat..
ii h0ppe s0..
ndd ii'll tryy m0ii best..
as f0r tipps..
is 4T1 t0 c00perate wiib teachherrs..
ii must d0 tat t0os..
ii g0t t0 set a g00dd example f0r 4T1..
cus m0st 0f tthem respects me..
thnks thnks..
ahhaahhass..
0kayys..
tinkk tat's all..
ndd iim d0ingg g00dd in sk00l..
except f0r wakkingg up earlyy makkes me d0nt feel likke g0ingg t0 sk00l..
but ii still went andd iim n0t late..
ii must keepp it up..
heehss..
c0me backk s0me 0therr ttime..
see ya !!



*HUBBIIE*
thnks al0t f0rr acc0mpaniingg me whhenever ii needd t0 d0 tthinggs..
l0ve y0o damn l0adds..
takkarriies..
l0ve y0o y0o y0o..
mwarkkss..

AHMA'S BIRTHDAYY

HEYYS

backk here..

t0dae is ah ma's birthdayy..

s0 all aunties ndd uncles decidedd t0 0rderr buffet f0rr ah ma..

hmm.. s0rt 0f malayy's f00dd nahhs..

ndd darlingg went wiib me t0os..

yeaps !!

s0 happyy n0rhs..

whhen we reach tthere..

all askedd hhim t0 eat lerhs..

aiy0hhs.. tthen he ate n0rhhs..

al0t al0t al0t..

ahhaahhaass..

we br0ught SK JEWERY earinggs f0rr ah ma..

hmm.. nice n0rhhs..

eat eat eat..

tthen cut cakke..

tthen crapps awhhile tthen g0 hh0me lerhs..

hmm.. daddiie talkkedd t0 darlingg..

s0 happyy..

he askk hhim wan walkk hh0me arrhs..

darlingg saidd yepps..

tthen he sayy careffull arhs..

s0 s0 s0 damn happyy..

ahhaahhaass..

l0ve tthem l0adds l0adds..

tinkk tat's all lerhs bahhs..

lazy t0 bl0gg lerhs..

haiishh..

1 m0re m0nthh t0 m0ii c0urt date..

h0ppe ii'll bbe ffine..

ii'll bbe guaii..

ii pr0mise..

MWARKKS..

l0ve m0ii darlingg..

he's tiredd lerhs..

sleepp well darlingg..

mwarkks mwarkks mwarkks..

l0ve y0o..

GURLS H0ME LIFE SUCKKS

JUST CAME 0UT FR0M GURLS H0ME..
IT SUCKKS IT SUCKKS IT SUCKKS
haiishh..
iim reallyy happyy tat m0ii darlingg waittedd f0rr me..
ndd iim reallyy happyy cus m0ii parentts reallyy acceptedd hhim..
we went t0 celebrate m0ii birthdayy t0dae..
ad swensen..
s0 happyy..
is reallyy likke bigg family..
g0t me.. m0ii darlingg.. m0ii k0rr.. m0ii meii ndd m0ii mum..
left m0ii dadd..
cus he g0nna w0rkk..
haiishh..
s0rryy..
ii pr0mise t0 turn 0verr a new leaf..
PR0MISE
h0ppe marrmiie teresa will c0me 0ut real s00n..
miiss herr..
muackkiies..
tmrr c0me backk again..
didnt sleep f0rr 4 dayys..
didnt eat f0r 4 dayys..
haiishh..
tiredd..
YEAPPS !!
tmrr g0t sk00l..

*DARLING*
ii l0ve y0o..
iim reallyy surprisedd t0 see y0o wiib m0ii parentts waitingg f0rr me 0utsidde c0urt..
mwarkkss..
l0ve y0o l0adds..
mwarkks..
mwarkkss..

l0ve y0o f0reverr..