Monday, January 15, 2007

SAD !!!

HAIISHH..
m0ii 2ndd p0st f0rr t0dae..
iim sadd lahhs..
1ST..
darlingg went 0n9..
tthen 0ff9..
d0nt kkn0w d0 wad..
ndd he didntt n0tice ii was 0n9..
ndd he smsedd me sayyingg s0rryy afterr kkn0wingg iim 0n9..
HAIISHH
did he 0n9 t0 chat wiib 0thher pe0ple ?
tthen ii sms hhim..
he s0 late tthen replyy..
is he wiib 0therr girls ??
d0ingg wadd ??
HAIISHH
ii kkn0w ii sh0uldnt have d0ubt 0n y0o..
BUT..
haiishh..
iim s0rryy..
tthere's s0 manii tthinggs runningg thr0ughh m0ii headd..
m0ii heart hurts..
m0ii headd hurts..

2NDD..
m0ii dadd c0mes backk ndd starts t0 yell ad me..
haiishh..
he was sayingg..
if ii wans t0 call m0ii P0..
calls..
if ii d0nt wan calls..
tthen nvm..
n0b0di is g0ingg t0 remindd me t0 calls..
tthen he sayys..
if ii wan wakkes up f0rr sk00l..
wakkes up..
if d0nt wan..
nvm..
n0b0di is g0ingg t0 wakke me up everydayy..
WTH !!
ii g0t call m0ii P0 everydayy..
0n m0ii 0wn..
but m0ii mum alwayys remindd me..
tthen ii g0t g0 sk00l everydayy..
0n time..
afterr finishhingg all tthese w0rdds..
he added..
y0o'll g0 in f0r sure darhs..
ii was likke
WAD ?
ii did everythingg ndd ii g0t all tthis ??
ii was sadd 0kayys ?
ii went in ndd ii criedd..
ii've learnt m0ii less0n..
ii w0nt repeat m0ii mistakkes anym0re..
hhis w0rdds hurt me..
AL0T AL0T..
listeningg t0 imagine me with0ut y0o..
ndd ii feel likke cryingg..
with0ut m0ii darlingg ii cant survive..
same g0es t0 m0ii dadd..
with0ut hhim..
ii cant survive eitherr..
haiishh..
he d0nt understandds me..
iim sadd..
real sadd..
ii feel likke sh0utingg 0ut l0udd..
but ii cant..
ii feel likke cryingg..
but ii cant t0os..
cus ii cant findd anyy reas0n t0 cryy 0ut l0udd..
haiishh..
iim sadd..
sadd sadd..

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